Tressa, Shona, Life!

soo today was a good day, despite my constant shortcomings.

i took a prozac and concerta that danny gave me and felt better and less bingy today. yesturday was TERRIBLE. really bad. i hadnt had my prozac in like 3 days and was really feeling it. 40 mg isnt enough these days, i over come the urge NOT to binge and do it anyway. last night tressa called at like 10 40 and was like COME OVER so i did! it was really nice we ate(yuck) which i wasnt too happy about but i didnt throw up and then we pretty much went to bed.

i slept till 10 today and we left around 12 to go down to the creperie where we met up with sho and her friend sara. We got expensive coffees at ambition and then went to the creperie. sho and sara went back to school. i got a crepe with chicken, artichoke hearts, red sauce and other things in it...it was good but not THAT good..i ate it anyway becfauswe i was paying for it. ive got to stop doing that. eating that is. anyywayy then we went to go visit suzi who was looking thin...she says shes been smoking alot and shes always been tiny so w/e. bitch. haha.

i know our relationship isnt the same anymore and shes not my 'best friend' but its still so nice to see her and hang out with her. i feel healthy when im around tressa and shona. today we went to the mall after we picked sho up from school and saw mr Z and some other highschoolers. i didnt steal anything even though i tried on bathingsuits at macys (it would have been so easy and i need the bottoms to a top i got there) and i tried on the biofit at victorias secret and could have easily stolen that too. but i didnt. we got candy at kmart and i binged on that on my way home from tressas. and threw up my dinner from ambition.

WELL im off to the gym with my mom...till next time!