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soo much has happened since ive last slept i dont know if i can relay it all.
i got up at 830 to go to school to take my test early, learned that my great grandma had a heart attack and could die...i was conflicted because i already mad eplans with danny and didnt want to leave her. i got the A ok that she wasnt that bad and talked ot her on the phone on my way down. we didnt get a hold of dannys cousin maddy at all..we got to her house alright only because a lady coming in let us into the bulding and her friend michelle let us into the apartment. we waited there for an hour or two after really worrying about getting there on time. i then rushed to pack for ANTM because i was trying to send my teacher my midterm. by the way i got a 90 on my nutrition test on VITAMINS AND MINERALS HARD SHIT. so thennn we went to a japanese party and had issues on what to eat..i ended up throwing up but not that much. then we went to go sit at antm at 2 am. we got in line and then because the stupid fucking guy made the line wrap around without borders people who got there LATER got to go in earllier because they were closer to the entrance and pushed their way in. while we were outside it started raining and i went to duane reade to print out pictures after danny and i slept on the groud of NYC like bums for a couple of hours. these assholes were near us and kept making BLATANT fun of us. assholes. anyyyway i was in duane reade and this girl aerial told me she would pay me 100$ to take pictures of her so i did and she gave me 100$. we went to macdonalds and i took 2 face shots, two body shots and two bathing suit shots. it was soo easy and it will pay for my train ticket back to albannyyyyyy. i need to go back before danny because i have an open interview at IHOP on monday from 10-3. im excited...i really need a job. anyway at the audition there was so much fucking waiting and wehn we went in there it was less than a second you said your name,age,height and weight, then passed the mike on. after 12 hours of waiting they had only seen the first 100 girls. it was terrible. we waited on a spiral staircase i was sooo hungry but the second i ate some granola my stomach was uneasily full. it was terrible and i wanted to leave. danny was one of the 5 girls to make the first cut and i wasnt. i really wasnt surprised. im fat and short compared to those holocaust rubber bean stalks and i havent slept in so many hours and i didnt get to eat and danny was being a huge huge bitch but i need to get this out beofre i forget. maddy made a good dinner and im so excited to eat it. i got a coffee and a scone today because i didnt care about getting fat. im going to eat beef. yuck. hope it tastes good.!