Flip on a switch, and everything’s fine –
No more lips, no more tongue, no more ears, no more eyes
The naked blue angel, who peers through the blinds
Disappears in the gloom of the mirror-blue night

MELCHIOR
But there’s nowhere to hide from these bones, from my mind
It’s broken inside – I’m a man and a child
I’m at home with a ghost, who got left in the cold
Who knocks at my peace, with no keys to my soul

BOYS
And the whispers of fear, the chill up the spine
Will steal away too, with a flick of the light
The minute you do, with fingers so blind
You remove every but of the blue from your mind

MELCHIOR
But there’s nowhere to hide from the ghost in my mind
It’s cold in these bones – of a man and a child
And there’s no one who knows, and there’s nowhere to go
There’s no one to see who can see to my soul



i feel these lyrics. i feel full right now...and uncomfortable. i threw up only SOME of my dinner because i was too full...then went and ate strawberries and feel full again.

arggggggg tonight i want to go out soooo badly!! thank god that i have places to go! theres katiessss with shona and sher and bhamm and then theres geoffs and siena and RPI. soo many choices! and i dont have to drive because i have a flat! yaayaaaaa

i have been working out all week but ive eaten shitty every single day so im gaining weight..i can feel it in my pants. i dont want to be on depo anymore but while i am i atleast want to take advantage of it! ohh yeah and monty is going to be home this weekend.