crazy night, im out of control

so i work with this guy rich. hes 29 years old, and hot. and great great great at sex.

ive officially become a slut. or liberated from my morals. whatever you want to call it.

we met a little more than a week ago at work and have worked every day together flirting and touching nonstop.

we hung out on friday at his "dance party" which was with some of his old college roommates who are DJs and play crazy techno.

i had already drank with espo earlier that night and then started drinking beer at richs. then we did some coke. then we smoked weed. all througout the night, not in one linear time period. we danced. then we made out on the porch. we sortof tore each other apart.

then idk whyy but i drove to his place, completely intoxicated. we talked about our lives and how fucked up they are.

we got to his place and i dont even remember really what happened first or last but there was some kinky shit going on. like finger in my ass? it felt really good actually. ohh and more coke. and eating out. and lots of head. he doesnt stay hard really long, maybe it was the booze, or coke, or weed or a combination of all of them. and we smoked cigarrettes like they were water.

he was so good at eating me out though. my favorite favorite part was when he ate me out with coke on his tongue. it was out of this fucking world. and i actually orgasmed.
he came all over. in me, on my stomach, on my boobs.

and i had to work that morning at 8. we didnt even GET to his house untill 4 ish. we had sex for a LONG time. it was terrible crashing at work. TERRIBLE.

rich called tongiht and he was drunk. he didnt know he had to work at 9. hes a scumbag and if the sex wasnt SO FUCKING AWESOME i dont think i would talk to him anymore. and he has a gf. but i have like 15 boyfriends. so w/e.

geoff told me tongiht that he took vicodin and thats why he lasted so long. that makes sense because when we had the 3some he lasted 2 seconds. i told him he should start eating me out. that should be mandatory and i need to start demanding it more often.

im eating less, not even by choice. i cant eat at work. im smoking more too, and drinking more. im a mess, really. but im making money and going to school and juggling 5 boys who are unaware of one another. so thats a plus.