I need a fix in those heroine eyes.

so much has happened last night.

i was supposed to go out with sherilyn and laura.....then they basically both ditched me.

danielle called and i went over her place and to a party down the hall.

SOO MUCH FUN! basically we were really lame, i took 4 shots of vodka and smoked the gange ALOT and it produced really weird feelings. i always feel so fucked up when im drunk and high. buttt it turned out well. i slept on the couch in dannys apartment and this mornign i ended up going on an EPIC BREAKFAST SEARCH to try and get breakfast

1st we convinced everyone to go get crepes(this was a feat)-it was closed on sundays
2nd we decided we would go to blue ribbon-it was PACKED
3rd IHOP. -also packed
4th-we finally settled on the colonie diner which we passed on our way to IHOP

i saw my grandparents there. it was a little odd. but pleasent. my grandpa asked where i went to church that mornigng and i said "the church of my bed". it was a little ridic.

i smoked early this mornign and again when we got back from eating. only 1 hit each time...but it was nice. i was all giggly and i wasnt worried about anything.

then danny and i went to the mall, which was a FIASCO!

i spent sooo much time pulling the stupid clearance stickers off purses and finding two that were super expensive(big mistake) and meticulously avoiding cameras..(i thought, im not so sure now) i stuck them on again...they were really good. one was 130.00 the other was 279.00 really nice bags from italian designers.

i was soo excited..the lady at the check out was RETARDED and i was completely rung out when this guy noticed the tag and started peeling the stickers off. he says to me with a huge attitude"these dont belong on here" and told me the actual prices...i was all red and sweating and SOOO mad that he was so rude. i thought it was law that you had to give me the price on the tag...but i guess not. i was like "WHAT?! thats ridiculous...i dont want those." it was soo fake and terrible..i was very unimpressed with my performance. and they were SOOO NICe. one was a white slouchy bag in leather the other was tan with gold accents...it was structured but big...perfect for 5 finger discounts. not to mention they were EXPENSIVE. ajsjlaff sooo mad. i was furious when i left.


im sure if i had made a fuss i could have gotten them,,,but since i had actually done something wrong and was possibly on camera doing it i stuck my tail between my legs and slunk out of there with as much dignity as i could muster.

then i went to journeys and bought yellow ridiculous jellies because i was wearing my steve madden shiny black stilettos from the night before that are a size too small. then we went to AE and i got 3 shirts....3 neckaces(2 i gave to danny) and a pair of flops. it was so sketch though and im not doing it for a while. i almost got caught twice and i really dont want to take that risk. i need to slow it down and wait for new spring shit! hahahahahaasflhkjaskh i think im a klepto.
or something like that.


till next time...

PS i had a ridiculous conversation with monty while i was piss drunk....im glad i dont remember it because im sure i would be embarrased.

snow and gynos

so this morning it was my turn to drive to school because sherilyn and i switch driving everymorning....BUT it was snowing terribly and my locks on both front doors froze. as a consequence sherilyn says i have to drive the next THREE days...bitch. whatever. sometimes i cant stand her.
Today i ate oatmeal for breakfast, spilled my coffee because i left it on top of the car, a mexican wrap at greenfoods? with grilled chicken, corn,cranberries,avocados,mesculin lettuce and tomatoes and then had chocolate at sherilyns house. i then proceded to throw up because i was upset at sherilyn for being a bitch and because i felt fat. THen i went to the gym with my mom...tanned for 6 min ( 8 min yesterday) and ran for 20 min. I know thats not alot since i ate chocolate today but i did exercise for an hour yesterday and did weights.
On a happier note I finished my stained glass today!! yayyyy! its really pretty! I also started making my other final project for stained glass. Its my celtic tree that i got at a Scottish festival. Ill have to find my camera so i can put pictures up!
I want to have sexytime with matt. i dont know if i miss him or just the intimacy. he could be really sweet when he wasnt being a wannabe stoner-gankster-gay FAG. hahahhaha. i dont want to waste him...aslkdfjasfjd idk whats wrong with me.
Yesterday i forgot to mention Kenny yuck as one of the guys i talk to. I havent done anything with him...OH and i forgot Joe. God im a bit of a slut. whatever..sherilyn,laura and i might go over his house(Kennys) tonight and get drunkkkkkkkkk. i like sleeping over peoples houses and gettting freee drunk. i like getting a LITTLE high because when i smoke to much i get WEIRDDDD. i liked smoking with danielle the other day...i like hanging out with her...even if she talks about herself constantly. Im guilty of it too...what am i doing right now? haha.
still miss monty. i dont know why. hes not great. hes not really attractive. so what he has a huge penis. it mostly hurts. he mostly hurts.
me.


SO FUCKING EMMOOOO hahahahaha